now that i know he still loves me and has feelings for me still it's weird.. because i am happy with somebody else, i have feelings with somebody else. but a bit of me does feel guilty for that somebody not being him...
but i called it. i said "i'm going to find somebody else and when i do, it won't be you and you won't be okay with it." and look, i found somebody, who isn't him, and he isn't okay with it.
but i'm not going to leave duke for that, i like him wayy too much.. kind of love him? i say kind of because i don't want to as well as i'm not sure if i do or not. but my feelings for him are strong, so nothing will break them.
sorry i'm with somebody who isn't you<3
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