hmmm,

you know, even though Jake and i didn't really 'talk' i knew how he was. i was just hoping Cody would have been the same way; with it.
just the feeling of knowing i'm being wanted was great. the feelings of having someone not wanting to let go makes you feel wanted a lot.
Ryan let me go too many times too soon without a fight :/ and i always wanted someone to just fight for me... but now that i am just here, alone, i feel like that's how it always will be. i'll always be alone without a boyfriend or a guy who wants me as much as i want him..
and i am ONLY almost seventeen, why do i feel like this?
i shouldn't feel like i'm not wanted or like i don't belong....
what is wrong with me; why does nobody want me?

i want some.. yes..

everybody.

mmm.

this is sooo cute..

my mouth doesn't hurt..

most likely because i took more pills then i should have for the pain but it's all good!!

really.

i wonder if you could fall in love with somebody you have never met before i real life.. like only met by computer never really seen them before, hung out with them before, because they live in like a different state and or world at the most.
could somebody fall in love with a person they've never met before?

this is my bestest friend<3

Sammmmmmm<3(:

dude, do you see how huge my cheeks are? wtf?

but this is Bubu and me(:

Tony and i<3

i should shower now...
and then go to sleep..
my mouth hurts so much though :/
ugh..................................................................... when will it just not hurt?
like i think my face looks different now. it might be just me though, or maybe it'll go back to normal when it heals? idk :l
but uhm, i just rather not talk, or more my mouth at all.
when i drink juice it feels much better<3

i want you to be mine..

but we all know you aren't.. it's just not that easy :/
but if you were mine; i'd never let you go<3

"thanks i made them myself."

<3

i want to post more pictures of space rather than couples kissing..

i want thissss<3

jonny(:

buttons<3