your problems are not mine. i have problems of my own and i do not need you to pile you problems on along with mine. and i love you so much please believe that it's jyst hard when you have problems and you bring me down with them. and it's not fair for you but it's not fair for me. i have no idea what to do for you; get a job,  move in with someone, idk... i'm so sorry. and if i could help you know i would. really, i'd never hurt you or want something bad to happen to you. it's just hard dealing with everything in my life and then here you go trying to pour out your problems on me and ugh, i just don't know how to deal with it or help you at all :/