he held my hand

yesterday during church.
i didn't think he would, i mean, we aren't dating and he made the first move kind of like he moved his hand closer to me and i moved my hands back a bit but then he just held my hand(:
it was cute. and i felt like everyone was watching er saw.  like his friends all i saw i thought, but i don't know.
even though i really don't feel good enough for him i think my hand does belong in his<3

he makes me smile, he is sooo silly and sweet. not a jerk AT ALL which is good. tall, long hair, junior, a few months older then me, so, i think i like him.. i just don't feel good enough because of my past, with everything.. i don't want to tell him and ruin ir but i don't want to keep it like  a secret.
so i've decided from now on i will try my hardest to be more of a christian. not just for him, but for me.