i just see him and want to ball my eyes out ):

"people do change."
it's true. i always forget people can change. they just take forever to do it.

but i'm just not that strong.

because we both know i want you more than you want me.

haha this bitch that drove next to me was totally picking her nose.

why do reality shows and movies always gotta make the white people seem so dumb?
smh.

my daddyo just noticed my bangs being blonde -__-

i can't wait to move.
this heartache is getting old.

why do we feel certain feelings even though we know we're better off?

god, i really hate myself sometimes. crying on my way back home. i just hate myself for the stupid feelings i have for stupid people.

once yous uh slut, yous uh slut FO LYFE!

timesluts.
SLUT!

they are playing we are family dubstep lol.

but you'll never have any idea ever about how much you've hurt me.. and how much i wish i'm everything you need.

if it makes you less sad, i'll pretend to be anything you want and everything you need.
because that's how much i care.

it's so hard to not get taken in by your charm. it gets me everytime.
i love it, i hate it.
it ruins me and destroys me.
i love it. it's worth everything.

"I want to sex your monkey"
hahahaha!

my nanaa tried saying she knows when i'm lying.
psh, girl no you do not!

like god.
is it impossible to say no? because everytime he talks to me i remember why i liked him so much :/ even if he hurt me.

so fucking weird. omg. like crazy weird.
i just was having a dream about jay and when i woke up i had a text from him.

"take care of your DUI." "take care of your sex."

watching johnny test happy sunday!

what idiot keeps his beard when he is blonde?
lol you can barely see it, tis pointless to have.

lol i miss you sooo much and i hate every bit of it.
my skin is lonely without yours against mine.
since you've been out, i feel some void.

you're not someone i want to miss. but i miss you.

#NP THE BLACK KEYS- YOU'RE THE ONE.
gabbie and i were talking about them earlier (:

you float like a feather,
in a beautiful world.
i wish i was special,
you're so fucking special.

when you were here before,
couldn't look you in the eye.
you're just like an angel,
your skin makes me cry.

days like these makes me want to go camping!
yupp, i miss camping.

this summer i'm about to get hella tan! i've never been this dark before and it's barely summer time. HA.

black magic woman by fleetwood mac is the LONGEST song omg.

#NP BEASTIE BOYS- BRASS MONKEY.
lol good ol' beastie boys.

i'll be on my own way to whatever it is i want.
my friends can't keep me back from doing something; no matter how hard it'll be without them.

forget all the worries i have. i'm excited to be leaving this crap town.
forget this place and the douche bag who owns my last heartache.

i want some ice cream.

Joel McHale, marry me.

This summer was going to be the best, with all my friends before everyone leaves but it turns out that i'm leaving before them.

i'm excited but nervous to leave home.
i want it but i don't want to leave my friends.
torn.

obviously you've changed and i just can't stand it.
i don't even know you anymore. you used to be so flawless.

ugh ):

the sand man hates me!
<\3

now i remember why i never let angel sleep with me -__-
cuz she be purring hella for no reason!
i want my kitty ;'l

ssssssnnnnnnaaaaaaccckkk ttymeee bithes!

like tf bitch, change that shit!

so it totally grinds my gear that her status has yet to change to what it should.

but now i'm wide awake with ears ringing!

that concert was soooo amazing!
i'm glad samm got to come :D
her first concert, my little girl growing up (':

told my dad about the other button i want. and he said okay then he is all like "well when is it going to stop?" just cuz i got a piercing -__-

never go to sleep before ten because then you wake up at twelve and can't go back to sleep -__-

i don't get this movie -____-
people are jerks and all mad for no reason and the water is infected? sounds good -_-

boys are so stupid they don't realize how stupid they are.

don't want to live somebody else's life.

samm texting her hos lol.

my kitty<3

jess and i before prom(:

i think i dropped a cigarette on my foot saturday because i have a little burn mark on my left foot that hurts.

at 10:10 hazzle tweeted me and at 6:06 kevin cash accepted my friend request. lol.

we have a DQ in our mall now, i think. uhm i want some DQ!

my computer is complete poop -____- fml.

you, you make me laugh with your existance.
with your 'excuse' of still not leaving and never coming back.

a lot of this family drama has honestly got to me. it's gotten to my heart for a few years and it's turned it stone for certain people and subjects.

you're such an ugly, ugly person with such a beautiful, beautiful face.

i'm just going to stay in bed for the rest of the day. might as well P:

my nose won't stop running ):

i need to fucking puke. sleep for twelve hours. then maybe, just maybe, i'll feel better x___x

i'm sick ): and i think i'm going to puke. i will NEVER go as hard as i did last night with the partying.
i went too hard in the paint as kyle would call it.

just listening to pandora, hella happy, just loving life <3

might as well be walking on the sunnn <3

hella bitches just don't like me P:

everything will fall into it's rightful place...
that's all i'm waiting for.

these feelings i had for you mean nothing anymore.
because that is simply what you deserve.

i'm laying in this stupid bed, where so many other people has slept and laid but the only person i can think about is when you laid here with me.

everyone is on that tattoo hype.

i just don't have faith in you like i used to.

My tummy needs food and my body needs sleep.