i need money so i could buy whatever sparkles in my eye.

MY TOAST IS READY!

HAPPY LEAP DAY :D

i wish i was good at drawing.
or at anything lol.

can'tttttttt sleeeeeeeep.

NO MORE TACO TIME!

taco has peed in my room FOR THE LAST TIME!

though i can't help but miss you.
not the kind of miss like a friend.
it's deep, dark and depressing kind of miss you.

useless memories.

but now you're gone.
and all that's left are these useless memories.

two less lonely people.
it was you,
and it was me.
us, together.
nothing mattered because when you were in my daily life everything was good.

you were lonely and i was lonely. didn't make it right, but at least we had each other.

when taco and mamas sleep in my bed i get so mad -__- i don't want my bed smelling like little dog!

being married is okay if you get juice.
hahahaha c:

someone always ask if i'm mrs.aston's daughter. why would my mom be my teacher?

running into the garage door sober #meatballproblem ha.

my hair smells like beer..........

you didn't have much because there wasn't much to have! dumb!

i would like a ton of new clothes.

asinine idiot.

whatever you got going, i hope it goes horribly wrong. because we'd be horribly right together.

people can't tell me important things when i'm half asleep and expect me to remember!

you had your chance with him. what honestly makes you two think it's going to work out the millionth time?

#NP JASON ALDEAN- DON'T YOU WANNA STAY. we can make forever feel this way.

#NP JERROD NIEMANN- WHAT DO YOU WANT. i love this song.

i was just some girl from your school.
i was just the fuck buddy rebound.
;l

my pride means more to me than you though :/
so whatever.

I WANTED YOU SOO BAD.
not for your dick, not for your weed, not for your looks. but for you. for who i thought i knew.
i wanted you but you chose her over me.

keep making the same mistake. don't worry it's not like you hurt me at all.
it's not like i cried soo much.
lol of course not.

life would be cool if i had a zapper that could make people just disappear. i know who i'd zap right away. fucker.

i've had like a three week cold, i thought i was getting better but now i have a gross little cough.
yayy sickness -_-

no dying it,
no straightening it,
no curling it,
no blow drying it,
lol none of that. i want it to be healthy and stuff... and long!

for my hair, i think i'll just always keep it up in a ponytail hahaha.
it's just too short :(
and i don't want to ruin it.

i need to find new friends in my neighborhood and hang out with them. because all i hang out with here is samm!
blahhh.

gahhh i am soooo boredddd ughhhhh!

lol jacob pocket called me at 4:20.

oops, all my hair is gone.

this morning i forgot i was bald when i woke up, till when i read two texts saying something about my hair :l

my hair was the only thing that made me pretty :(

my hair is so short :( but it looks soo healthy.

i told my aunt i slept with two people and she doesn't believe me!

being over dramatic is my thing.

papa is a moment ruiner -_-

that was the last time i'll wash my beautiful long hair..

#NP KID CUDI- DAY N' NIGHT.

whoa, this week went by crazy fast.
i swear it was just saturday.

dumb slut! you should feel like shit you cheated on him multiple times!

going to get a slushie!!

samm needs to hurry up!
i want to get slushies!

we so cute.

lol not.

making my 'summer' list and there really isn't anything that i can think of doing other than the basic jam..
but this summer is about to be helllaaaa hardcore.

but fuck you.

i'm not even upset.
i'm like, whatever. kind of mad and sad but i know there is nothing i can do so i'm just okay.
mhmm.

todays goals:
watch hella tv,
shower,
pack,
smoke hella weed,
munch,
sleep all night.

frozen yogurt sounds crazy good right now.

im hella mad im going to call in sick for work today.. just because i KNOW i wont be good to work and i prolly don't have a ride..
plus i need my work pemit.

wtf.
foreal?
it's been dang near ten minutes and they won't shut the fuckkk up!

too many dogs be barking at this time!
i'm tryna fall asleep asshole dogs!

omg i need to sleep!
but if i sleep i'm afraid i won't want to get up..
ugh, thug life problems!

like i totally would move and do something, but i'm kind of cold and i'm hella comfortable right now.
lol.

everytime i'm on,
i always want to redo my room or redo my walls or just clean out my room..
hella annoying.
blah.

i don't think i can fall for another guy for awhile.
fuck it.

i don't want to lead you on because you don't deserve to get hurt.
all i see in you, is a super cool friend. i'm not your type & i have a sore heart.
foreal.

dr.oz looks like a fucking tweak.

HOUSTON, WE HAVE A PROBLEM!
tommy saw jess and my ping pong shirts!!
it was suppose to be a surprise lol.

ayee 420 (;

i've been sick for over a week, i think i have strep throat.
and i did something to my knee because it hurts whenever i move it a certain way.
P:

who will love you,
who will fight,
who will fall
far behind?

as i lay here in bed thoughts of you keep me awake, thoughts of us help me fall asleep.

once i noticed it was too late, i couldn't change a thing.
i mentally had no time to feel shitty and remember i lost all my self esteem once you were gone.

i asked my dad what is worse:
me being pregnant or me doing drugs. AND HE CAN'T EVEN CHOOSE ONE!

"there ya go i'm an old man and i've said something crazy." hahaha! oh american dad never fails to make me laugh.

MAYBE I'LL TAN!

gahh i need to make friends that live in my neighbor hood!
really!
the only friend i have that lives here is samm!

silly old people only come out while kids are in school lol.

i'm at the park to make new friends but there are only old people here walking their dogs!

but i have to go to school tomorrow... i cant keep avoiding school just so i wont have to deal with something &see something i don't want to..
time to just go.

oops we just has shower sex.

lol wtf? how does something like that even happen?!
that's so bad, don't cheat!

TWENTY MORE DAYS TILL I TURN EIGHTEEN :D
AND WHEN I'M EIGHTEEN, I'M GETTING A TATTOO!
HELLLLLL YEAHHH c:

hmmm, and i wonder if i'm still going to arizona wednesday?
i hope so, there is this mall place that is like a huge thrift store that has everything there!
(:

i'm actually excited for tomorrow (:
i'm going to the movies and lunch tomorrow with samm and then dinner with my family.

george franklin.

people always prank call me at the wrong time :(
i'm tryna sleep!

so i'm totally going to buy norman a birthday present. i'm like the BEST at buying gifts and stuff!
but i don't know him well enough to know what to get him...

ceasar salad.
sheaser shalad.

omg you're annoying as fuck, can't you see i'm ignoring you???

if i get it over with and puke i bet i'll feel better.

HOW CAN I SLEEP WHEN IT'S SUCH A BEAUTIFUL DAY OUT :D

-_______- yeah.

i'm going to go home andddd make my bed. lol true business.

just waiting for the glue on my tee to dry so i can doodle on the backkkk.
lol yupp this is what i do at four fourty seven A.M

just waiting for the glue on my tee to dry so i can doodle on the backkkk.
lol yupp this is what i do at four fourty seven A.M

i won't date you if:
you don't like my humor.

i won't date you if:
you don't think jim from the office is cute.

lol jk.

i won't date you if:
you're as stubborn as me.

i won't date you if:
you eat pickles on cheese burgers.
ew.

i won't date you if:
you are sensitive as fuck.

i won't date you if:
you have a problem with the way i live my life.

i won't date you if:
you take my socks.

i won't date you if:
y0u typ3 lYk3 dI$.

i won't date you if:
you have trust issues and go through my stuff all the time.

i won't date you if:
you're a total idiot.

i won't date you if:
you're super emotional.

i won't date you if:
you can't find time for me.

i won't date you if:
you can't make me laugh.

i won't date you if:
your hair is longer than mine.

i won't date you if:
your friends don't like me or my friends don't like you.

i won't date you if:
you're too serious about things.

i won't date you if:
you hate cats.

i won't date you if:
you dated my sisters or close friends.

i won't date you if:
you're straight edge.

i won't date you if:
you're super immature.

i won't date you if:
your favorite band is nickelback lol.

i won't date you if:
you think it's fun to pick on people, prick.

i won't date you if:
you try to change me.

i won't date you if:
kitty doesn't love you.

you might be a redneck if:
your life savings is buried in your back yard.

CALL ME VANILLA THUNDER!

living life fully blonde, a gray hair no more.
johnny bravo c:

too young to kill.
wtf. these little kids are killing people and they go to jail? no.
you take someone's life, you deserve to get yours taken.

you might be a redneck if:
you know who is actually leading the Winston Cup series.

jason segal is hot.
i am in love with him!
c;

"no get away car, got no friends?" -everyone loves raymond.
lol.

"Macaroni and cheese is one of the most popular--if not the most popular--American comfort foods."
chacha told me so!

you might be a redneck if:
your first wife is best friends with your second wife and related to your current wife.

you might be a redneck if:
you can count on one hand how many times you've been out of your town.

you might be a redneck if:
you think 'Old Yeller' refers to your brother's tooth.

you might be a redneck if:
you proposed in a Denny's.

you might be a redneck if:
the air freshener hanging in your car lost its scent more than 5 years ago.

you might be a redneck if:
you think the last words to The Star Spangled Banner are "gentlemen, start your engines."

you might be a Redneck Jedi if:
the worst part of spending time on Dagoba is the dadgum skeeters.

you might be a redneck if:
beer pong is your favorite sport.

you might be a redneck if:
you spray crawling bugs with hair spray and light them on fire with a lighter.

hellll yeahhhh!

you might be a redneck if:
you use the term "yeeeeeee dawgy" out of excitement.

you might be a redneck if:
you 'hunt' from your bedroom window.

you might be a redneck if:
all your neighbors are related to you.

you might be a redneck if:
you think a woman who is 'out of your league' bowls on a different night.

you might be a redneck if:
you own a badly made, ugly gun cabinet that you made in wood shop.

uhh, i want to take a wood shop class!

you might be a redneck if:
you look both ways before crossing a one way street.

lol.

you might be a redneck if:
you videotape fishing shows

you might be a redneck if:
you're homeschooled and you date someone in your class.
this one is stupid af but i'm a redneck c;

you might be a redneck if:
you inherited a Styrofoam cooler.

i was running off of two hours of sleep from yesterday morning because i couldn't sleep and now, once again, i cannot fall asleep.
-_____-

they told me to watch my language. fuck that!

All the care I would take, all the love that we made. Now you're trying to find somebody to replace what I gave to you.
good luck with that baby.

you can't go home again.
once we lost it, it's gone, faded, destroyed.

this guy is wearing pants with holes all in them...
homo?
hahaha no, but with those on i'm sure he ruined some man boners.

"let me hit you with a two by four, you won't feel anything." -always sunny.
hahahaha.

AFLAC.

stop worrying about who does and who doesn't notice you, even if it's just for a minute.

when i get older i want to be like willow. not really, but having her life would be nice haha. just going with the flow of life, goes wherever life takes her.

mamas is soooooo annoyingly clingy. and omg she is such an attention whore.
blah.

breh, i need a haircut super soon.

i hope i get a ton of sleep tonight.

Tosh.0 is such a jerk hahaha.

bub "you're going to be 18?"
me "yeah."
bub "you don't act like it."
me "i know, i act more mature."
then everyone laughed lol.

today i get to use my new umbrella c:

"many people that use the drug Cocaine better known as crack often lose weight and become angry, sad and nervous." -chacha

the pain isn't even worth it anymore.
real talk, i'm dee ohh enn eee.

my tummy hurts so bad :(
omg.

i need me some gum and oj!

AND I'M HELLA UNCOMFORTABLE AND OUT OF IT! AND STILL NOT STARTING ANY OF IT YET!

i still got to finish my english, math and my keyboarding for school by tonight. fuckkkkkkk.

brieanna is sleeping with my pillow pet :(

brittany: i want to be slutty like that.
me: you ARE slutty like that.

maybe he doesn't know i'm just pale? lol yeahhhh... but i guess i do look upset ish. yesterday was just a long day and today started too early.

"are you okay? you look out of it. like you just woke up five minutes ago." thank you? haha?

"you look so cute like a dog." lol uhh aren't puppies cuter though? what?

can't believe you.

you make me feel very shitty about myself. like i feel used and played.
i'm so stupid gahh.

three more weeks till i get my license, five more weeks till i turn eighteen.

jim carry is a hot man.

i hate when someone texts while driving when i'm in the car. like wtf.

next pay day i'm buying an ipod and like a fifty dollar itunes card.
much needed.