I'm just beyond annoyed and upset. And it's really just not okay. What the FUCK.

If another person fucks me over or hurts me I honestly think I'll hit my breaking point.

Whatever.

Sick of this bullshit.

i just see him and want to ball my eyes out ):

"people do change."
it's true. i always forget people can change. they just take forever to do it.

but i'm just not that strong.

because we both know i want you more than you want me.

haha this bitch that drove next to me was totally picking her nose.

why do reality shows and movies always gotta make the white people seem so dumb?
smh.

my daddyo just noticed my bangs being blonde -__-

i can't wait to move.
this heartache is getting old.

why do we feel certain feelings even though we know we're better off?

god, i really hate myself sometimes. crying on my way back home. i just hate myself for the stupid feelings i have for stupid people.

once yous uh slut, yous uh slut FO LYFE!

timesluts.
SLUT!

they are playing we are family dubstep lol.

but you'll never have any idea ever about how much you've hurt me.. and how much i wish i'm everything you need.

if it makes you less sad, i'll pretend to be anything you want and everything you need.
because that's how much i care.

it's so hard to not get taken in by your charm. it gets me everytime.
i love it, i hate it.
it ruins me and destroys me.
i love it. it's worth everything.

"I want to sex your monkey"
hahahaha!

my nanaa tried saying she knows when i'm lying.
psh, girl no you do not!

like god.
is it impossible to say no? because everytime he talks to me i remember why i liked him so much :/ even if he hurt me.

so fucking weird. omg. like crazy weird.
i just was having a dream about jay and when i woke up i had a text from him.

"take care of your DUI." "take care of your sex."

watching johnny test happy sunday!

what idiot keeps his beard when he is blonde?
lol you can barely see it, tis pointless to have.

lol i miss you sooo much and i hate every bit of it.
my skin is lonely without yours against mine.
since you've been out, i feel some void.

you're not someone i want to miss. but i miss you.

#NP THE BLACK KEYS- YOU'RE THE ONE.
gabbie and i were talking about them earlier (:

you float like a feather,
in a beautiful world.
i wish i was special,
you're so fucking special.

when you were here before,
couldn't look you in the eye.
you're just like an angel,
your skin makes me cry.

days like these makes me want to go camping!
yupp, i miss camping.

this summer i'm about to get hella tan! i've never been this dark before and it's barely summer time. HA.

black magic woman by fleetwood mac is the LONGEST song omg.

#NP BEASTIE BOYS- BRASS MONKEY.
lol good ol' beastie boys.

i'll be on my own way to whatever it is i want.
my friends can't keep me back from doing something; no matter how hard it'll be without them.